To Play or to Die
In this short motion picture, schoolboy Kees is intelligent, introvert and sensitive, but gets ridiculed verbally and physically at an all-boys school by mindlessly cocky class mates and even insensitive teachers, especially in gym, where his physical weakness is mercilessly abused to make him a defenceless laughing stock in front of his smirking peers. His awakening sexual interest goes to boys, and in particular to Charel, a beautiful athletic classmate who probably feels an undetermined interest but would never risk admitting (possibly not even to himself) having any gay or bi appreciation, least of all for a 'sissy', and thus remains unresponsive to shy Kees' overtures. When the hunk finally comes over to Kees' place while his parents are away, a desperate disappointment with a tragical twist is in the making…
Starring Geert Hunaerts, Tjebbo Gerritsma, Simon Gribling, Joost Hienen, Cock van der Lee, Diane Lensink, Titus Muizelaar, Mike Starink, Wim van der Grijn, Hilde Van Mieghem
Watch "To Play or to Die" on Tubi TV released in 1990. It's a drama and lgbtq movie, and has a rating of 6.2 out of 10 from Imdb which is usually fine for this kind of movie, and is currently available to watch for free.